我的我？

已经习惯了每天早起的时间，就算没有工作还是会自然而然的睁开眼睛。今天的心情还蛮放松的，除了因为是休息天外，最重要的是在自己最舒服的房间！打开电脑上一下网听一下歌，原来是一种幸福！

之前在报章上看到《海角七号》的新闻，票房在短短的时间里面就已经破了《色戒》，就说一定要看着一部电影。今天总算看了！我把它归类为一部让我感动的电影！其实看了之后我有一种说不出的感觉，故事的情节还蛮平凡的，但却很贴近。


前几天遇到MAY子，就有聊到了一些音乐的东西。我就说我会因为一首歌而心情变得低落， 而她会为了一首歌的歌词而得到很多的启发！她问我为什么没有什么事情发生可是会因为一首歌而变得低落？怎么比她还要多愁善感？我就解释了一轮，结果我发现，我为什么要解释连我也不清楚的问题？


看到电影里面的范逸臣在台上唱第一句的时候，心里是有一点激动的！我不知道这一部电影对你来说会不会跟我有一样的感觉，但是就在那一瞬间，过去很多的画面不停的闪过。最后，我才觉得原来这一年里面，我常说的“我只想唱歌给你听”这一句话是多么的没有感情！！好想找回在民歌唱歌时候的那一种单纯。

静。

人，都是贪心的动物。

很多时候得到的东西，对以前的自己来说是幸福的。
现在握在手里，却感觉不到当初的那一份幸福。
反而会说：我要的不止这样。
知足真的很难吗？
对我来说，不难。
可是做起来，真的很难！

最近常常都在听苏打绿的《左边》。
简单的旋律，很棒的歌词，还是一样很诚恳很有感情的声音，听了心情是悲的。
我说过我喜欢把自己的心情弄成很低落，试着将自己融入悲伤的角色，
因为只有这样，我才能够了解他们的心情。
也因为这样，我才能够让自己变得有感情。

很想念妈妈。
也很想念妹妹。
我想我们三个虽然在不一样的地方，但却感受着一样的寂寞孤单。

Polo Explorer! ( i want movie! )

Da-lang! Werners on Changkat~ a very nice place to hang out and gathering with friends. Went there few times already but last night was my first time to dine at there.

The mirror on the wall with the alphabets. I like it.

The view from the place i sit. Nice right?!!

Do you see anything in this pic?!! OMG~ I can't even see myself. =.=||

Ahh~ I want to watch movie! There got a lot of movies on show now. I got no time to watch yet~sigh! Felt that i'm outdated already and a lot of news regarding to entertainment also don't know ! Please update me yea! haha~ Din blog few days and i don't know how to blog d! sigh sigh sigh~!!

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Yea! Last night received a present from Waylon, it's my birthday present! haha~ It's Ralph Lauren's perfume. I definately love it because I just start my journey to collect perfumes. I have 5 perfumes now and i wish to have Lacoste Essentials and more and more.haha~ . Anyway, thanks Waylon!

(head count) head of a cow?!! yarks

Today i was so moody when my manager told me that my customer's 250K loan application was rejected. My mood not change because of the customer but what i care the most is my commission! All gone. But what to do, it's final decision. Haiz!

This few days I'm listening to Bossa Nova, what a nice and the most suitable music for the peoples who working everyday and need some private time. It's really relax and comfortable, the effect is definately can sleep well every night, but this is for myself yea! Not counted on you since i don't know your mind can accept it or not! Maybe you need to listen Techno baru boleh tidur ler?!! who knows?!! haha~

Just now went to Cheras to record something, and i bet you will figure it out what i record very soon. So ngam there got pasar malam, so after finished the recording i so excited because it's time for me to walk around since it's been a very long time i din step into night market. But so bad, i saw something extremelydisgusting and cruel!!

see?!! it's a head of a cow!OMG~

I really not dare to watch over there, what a cruel world! Amituofo~ *vomit*

The world changed!

I put my hand on my laptop and my mind keep on thinking what should i blog tonight?!! But really have no idea! When i plan to bed, some one msn me. And it's a stranger!

crystal_chen66@hotmail.com says:
your the one on d right or left?
Kyan - blekyandblek.blogspot.com says:
with the cap
crystal_chen66@hotmail.com says:
awww.
crystal_chen66@hotmail.com says:
Ok. was expecting u to be that fair guy haha!
crystal_chen66@hotmail.com says:
thought i was so lucky to know some handsome guys hehe
crystal_chen66@hotmail.com says:
that does not mean you r not good looking ya...just saying he's better looking
Kyan - blekyandblek.blogspot.com says:
oh..it's ok
crystal_chen66@hotmail.com says:
do you actually know me?
crystal_chen66@hotmail.com says:
or do i actually know you?
crystal_chen66@hotmail.com says:
i sort of forgotten who you are..
Kyan - blekyandblek.blogspot.com says:
so do i
Kyan - blekyandblek.blogspot.com says:
a lot of peoples in my list
crystal_chen66@hotmail.com says:
oh ok
Kyan - blekyandblek.blogspot.com says:
around 600++
Kyan - blekyandblek.blogspot.com says:
so i cant remember
crystal_chen66@hotmail.com says:
wow! so popular
crystal_chen66@hotmail.com says:
since i don't know you, and you don't know me...that's cool..there's nothing to hide then. haha
crystal_chen66@hotmail.com says:
im feeling a little bored now, thinking of having some intimate chat with a guy...interested?
Kyan - blekyandblek.blogspot.com says:
what you mean by intimate?
crystal_chen66@hotmail.com says:
well...you know...dirty talks among teens
Kyan - blekyandblek.blogspot.com says:
i see..
crystal_chen66@hotmail.com says:
well you don't just see... you should act
crystal_chen66@hotmail.com says:
so interested?
Kyan - blekyandblek.blogspot.com says:
sorry
Kyan - blekyandblek.blogspot.com says:
i am not
Kyan - blekyandblek.blogspot.com says:
going to sleep
crystal_chen66@hotmail.com says:
fair
crystal_chen66@hotmail.com says:
have sweet dreams then

See what's going on?!! OMG~ the world really changed! and sorry to this girl cause din delete her msn address! because i really sleepy~!! Whatever~ good night! hope that i wont get night mare!

Say no to bir and say yes to Vodka

It's 2am something now, and i'm exhausted. Woke up quite early this morning and went out whole day with Ed and Tam Tong. While waiting for Ed, again i start my strength which is self-snap! And i do really love it! haha~

My eyes looked weired!

Acted like " I'm lost " ~ haha

when don't have any pose already then use my hand to hide part of my face! =P

Orange went to KL met us and we heading to May's house for a party. You know what we named this party?!! - Pork Party - is the name. haha~ celebrate together with our Malay citizens ma right?!! The puppy in May's house so cute! see-

this is Guo Guo.

and this is Qing Qing. she looked so pity! like wanna cry! cute~

I really wish to have a dog in my house but they are the animals that need a lot of cares and a lot of love, and this is a problem for me to have one of them because i have no time to take care of them, and the money i earn not enough for myself already how to feed them! So what i can do is just imagine everytime when i open my door, there have a dog approached me and want me to play with. haha~

Tonight i drink with May,Dylan, Luke and .... quite a lot of peoples. The things i want to say it out loud is I HATE BIR!!! but i love Vodka~ =D

Our Hobby! =D

Selamat Hari Raya guys! Today my mood are so good when working because my mind keep on remind me that I'm going to enjoy my public holiday! =D Not going to tell you how i spend my holiday first~ haha! But you will figure it out if you come here always.

Today we celebrated our colleague Keason's birthday (but too bad i forgot to ask how old is he), we went to McDonald to have our birthday lunch.

This is our french fries little mountain.

And this is their bad attitude~haha! (don't have mine one ok cause all so fair!haha)

And then became this.

see my face?!! so round! OMG~

After McD we went back to our office, but as usual, they will smoke before start working~ this is a question that i can't understand why the smokers need to smoke after eating?!! whatever! Because of i'm a bit boring while waiting for them, so i use my phone to take down their picture! Once i started the photo shoot, we shoot non-stop. haha~ see the photos.

Neoce so ugly in this picture!haha~ and i purposely want to post here! *Devil*

another one messy hair picture! haha~*more devil*

Now turn to Ed Gan!

Neoce and Ed.. finally Neoce look good in the picture.haha~

and this is Kyan d blek one!

I like this photo =)

After that Ivan Didi joined us. =D

Sorry to Neoce cause i post the photo here...haha~ =P